Some new lyrics

Some lyrics I wrote..will record....eventually

lookin in the mirror, its not too good
rhyming bout fake shit like im from the hood
but i revamp and change it up
rhyme bout real shit and how this life is fucked
education is the road to fulfillment
then youll experience tru enjoyment
and have good wife with a kid at home
overlookin others who feel so alone
and as this world just comes crashing down
not a smile what you see is a frown
soon followed by a few loneyl tears
wondering how the shit got so real

couple years ago i was jus kickin it
now im jus surrounded by all this fuckin bullshit
so lost man and i feel so cold
and i cant move, like im stuck in a mold
my brain just stops, and i jus pass away
leavs behind nothing, so who cares anyway
it hits you soo hard man just like a bullet
and all these otha people are just so full of it
and what i see on tv is niggas ballin
but what about the real life, where ppl fallin
fallin away ..from the planet
wondering what the fuck is wrong god damn it
so much emotion just from one song
inspired by a dude who did some wrong
he fucked up and so did i
now loook at me and him, jus wonderin why

so much emotion in just one heart
i had a few dreams and i tore em apart
i wrote a few lyrics and now they in the trash
who knew man that couldve made some cash
but see, a dude like me dont care about bread
cuz ive got so much bottled in my head
and as the beats just go and carry me on
i think to myself what if i was jus gone
gone so far away, with nun in sight
stuck with this thing that i like to call life
and man you cant imagine what i think
so jus fuck it , so i sit down and have a few drinks
hoping that my problems, that theywould jus end
so i take my last resort to my pen
so as i keep on rhyming while im sober
imagine having the world on ya fuckin shoulders


(breakdown)

imagine ya rents sitting down n looking at you
wondering why the fuck did they give birth you
im sorry mom, i kno i made some mistakes
but all i ask is for another take
and trust me you aint gon regret it
cuz i kno imma make somethin of it
so god please give me one more chance
and this time around imma make it last
and as this shit comes to a close
who ever ya love jus hold em close
cuz one day man, you gon be like me
locked up in a cage jus wanting to be set free